Changing States

In the last few years, I've been working hard at things that have only made me unable to live my life fully. Makes more sense in the long version, but that's the summary. I've decided to take action. I've set myself up and made a plan. Going into overload, I became distracted and distant. Basically unable to process information. Without caring friends, I'm sure that I'd still be within that mental fog.

It was hard to verbalize the fact that I was terrified of moving forward in my own life. Scared to leave, afraid of what I'd find when I did go, and unsure if I can do it alone. My foundation is being strong and confident, yet I feel uncomfortable, vulnerable, and cowardly when it comes to this. Being honest with myself was the biggest step forward that I've made in the entire process.

With many more steps to go, I have faith that I'll figure it out; I'll make a path if I don't find one.